I'm kind of reflective lately... I wish I had a hammoc and a view from where to do it from, my reflection process that is...Im thinking so much, so often about my future... I've realised I've always been a "take it as it comes" person but I do realise that there are a few things I'd really like to be able to have and to accomplish in the next two years! My life is always moving at the pace of two-year blocks... let's see if this phase lasts or not...
In the meantime I also think I'm happy, I have almost all I need, so why do I question so often? Why do I doubt so much? Am I such a coward? I guess I am more of a coward than I thought emotionally... Self defence, the rubber-wall strategy I adopted for a long time no longer carries, and things do not seem to bounce off when they come at me from particular senders....
Who knows!
I think sometimes I am way too abstract for this blog, I think if anyone out there reads me and doesn't know me must think Im seriously unsettled!!
I think sometimes I am way too abstract for this blog, I think if anyone out there reads me and doesn't know me must think Im seriously unsettled!!
I like this picture it reminds me of home... It looks like my memories! Have you ever closed your eyes and thought of your early childhood memories? When I do that I remember so many things, and somehow it looks like its all in Sepia. I remember the evenings my aunt used to take my sister and me out on the promenade, for a walk, a cycle or a roller blade. At the time my grandma was still alive... who will ever forget Imqaret, or Tartufo ice-cream, and the day she got so upset because she could no longer eat them cos of her diabetes, not funny you'll say, NO not at all, but its a fond memory. I must have been no older than 8 or 9 and I remember it so clearly... I remember, so much... memories are my treasures, nobody can touch them or harm them, they're locked in my heart and the best thing is that only time will ever have the chance of taking them away. Time, be aware, Stay back, for a Loooooong time to come!
night to all who those who reflect with me
xxx
